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CJ Idris turns one, a year postpartum of me.

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CJ Idris Turned One CJ Idris turned one. Alhamdulillah.  And somehow, that also means I survived one whole year postpartum. And it's not me alone. My husband too.  I still couldn’t believe how in the worldddd I became a mother. Not even a month of being a wife, and suddenly I became a mother. You know what I mean? Tak sempat nak adapt as a wife, then suddenly a mother? Whuuttt?! HAHAHA! But it happened, you know. And as I’m writing this, I suddenly got a flashback of all the times I prayed for this. Like gazillion times. I prayed for this, and then pap! Allah gave him to me just like that. And now he is in his ONE+ ERA. My husband and I learnt so many things after having Idris. Like, really. So many things about each other, about ourselves, about marriage, and about life. Sabr is the key. Ya, I know. But you see, it’s easier said than done. There were days when patience felt so far away. Days when both of us were tired, like crazy and overwhelmed (mostly me being this way) an...